Chaz said he got me a birthday present, and I am desperately hoping he put the money down for an engagement ring. Then we can be married and after some of the stuff I've heard going on at home I can be rid of my god be-damned family. I swear to god I hate the lot of them. But isn't really my issue seeing as I have done moved on out.

Sighs,
Andrea

Chris ;eft and didn't have the decency to fix the half done shit with Chaz's computer before he left. So Chaz is irritable with his piece of crap running like it is. And he is fairly pissed at Chris whom he called today and basic was given the finger by.

Anj

1) Are you in a complicated relationship?
Not really, my boyfriend is rather simple

2) Do you hate more than 3 people?
Nope, although I am beginning to hate Chaz and Chris some nights

3) How many houses have you lived in?
Three all together, one when I was very little in McKeesport, my parents current home, and my place

4) Favorite candy bar?
Butterfinger

6) Have you ever tripped someone?
Accedentally

7)What is your least favorite subject in school?
Anything that involves me paying money to hear things I already know

8) How many pairs of shoes do you own?
About five

9) Do you own a Britney Spears CD?
No, but my little sis did

10) Have you ever thrown up in public?
Yep, but it has been a while

11) Name one thing that is always on your mind?
bards, currently Harry Potter seeing as I have a fair number of people to talk with it about

12) Favorite genre of music?
J-pop, new age, and my Mercedes Lackey CDs

13) What is your zodiac sign?:
Leo/Virgo cusp

14) What time were you born?
I have no idea, but it was during a Steeler game

15) Do you like beer?
No

16) Have you made a prank phone call?
I don't think so

17) What is the most embarassing CD you own?
I am not embarrassed by my music. I proudly own 3 Backstreet Boys CDs

18) Are you sarcastic?
Not too often

19) What are your favorite color(s)?
Green and purple

20) How many watches do you own?
one, and I borrow my boyfriend's pocketwatch

21) Summer or winter?
Neither, I like autumn

22) Is anyone in love with you?
Chaz

23) Favorite color to wear?
blue (jeans) and black

24) Pepsi or Sprite?
not a big fan of either

26) Where is your second home?
Trista's

27) Have you ever slapped someone?
Chaz

29) How many lamps are in your bedroom?:
I have a ceiling light

30) How many video games do you own?
damn if I know, there are a bunch. If you get a moment try Romancing Saga

31) What was your first pet?
Mine? I have Mynee and Leiney

32) Ever had braces?:
Nope, wish I did though

33) Do looks matter?
Not at all even though I like them

34) Do you use chapstick?
All the time

35) Name 3 teachers from high school:
Mrs. Kennedy, Mr. Brown, Mr. Murdock

36) American Eagle or Abercrombie?
Kill yourself

37) Are you too forgiving?
All the time

38) How many kids do you want?
A few down the line. WAY down the line.

39) Do you own something from Hot Topic?
I used to, I don't think I do anymore. It is too much money for junk

40) Favorite breakfast meal?
Yogurt

41) Do you own a gun?
Can't say that I do

42) Ever thought you were in love?
Many times like the silly girl I am

43) when was the last time you cried?
Within the last week or so. One of my bunnies dies.

44) What did you do 2 nights ago?
The same thing I have been doing every night, working. Stupid mandatory overtime

45) Been to the Olive Garden?
Yes, it was very nice

46) Have you ever called your teacher mom?
No

47) Have you ever been in a castle?
at a boy scout camp

48) Nickname?
Anji

49) Do you know anyone named Bertha?
No

50) Ever been to Kentucky?
Nope

51) Do you own something from Banana Republic?:
No

52) Are you thinking about somebody right now?
Chaz

53) Ever called somebody Boo?:
No

55) Do you own a diamond ring?:
it is mostly emerald but it also has diamond on it

56) Are you happy with your life right now?
I imagine so

57) Do you like your hair?
Not at all

58) Does anyone have a crush on you?
Maybe. I've been asked out a few times since I started work.

60) What were you doing in May of 1994?
I have no idea

61) Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD?
3, the original, Millenium, and Black and Blue

62) McDonalds or Wendys?
Wendy's because they have food that is better for you.

63) Do you like yourself?
for the most part

64) Are you closer to your mother or father?:
mother

65) Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex?:
hair or eyes

66) Are you afraid of the dark?
No

67) Have you ever eaten paste?
Probably

68) Do you own a webcam?
No

69) Have you ever stripped?
Nope, too fat for that

70) Ever broke a bone?
Not that I know of

71) Are you religious?
in my own sort of way

72) Do you ever chat on Aim?
Not too often

73) Pringles or Lays?:
Neither.

74) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Naw, I'm a loser like that

76) Full House or The Brady Bunch?:
Neither

77) Did you like your high school guidance counselor?
Does Mr. Coyne count?

78) Has anyone ever called you a tease?
Dunno

79) Do you have a birth mark?
No

80) Do you cook?
All the time.

81) Can you cook?
Surprisingly

82) 3 things that annoy you:
stupid people who can't follow directions, people who blow off the plans you made with them, mandatory overtime

83) Do you text message often?
never

84) Money or love?
love, hands down

85) Do you have any scars?
one or two

86) What do you want more than anything right now?
for the people I live with to quit being stupid

87) Do you enjoy scary movies?
Yes, especially b movies

88) Relationships or one night stands?
relationships

89) Big Red or Juicy Fruit?:
neither

90) Do you enjoy greasy food?
every so often

91) Have you seen all the Rocky movies?:
I haven't seen any of them

92) Do you own a box of crayons?:
Not at the moment. I did at my parents house

93) What would you be willing to pay big money for?
My own house. A grand piano. A really nice computer.

94) Who was the last person you said i love you to?:
CK, because he teased me after I told Chaz I loved him

96) Who was the last person that made you cry?
Chaz

97) Who was the last person that made you laugh?
Chaz

98) Who was the last person that texted you?
I can't even tell you

99) Who was the last person that called you?
Bank of America

100) Who's your cell phone provider?
I don't have one, but Verizon is my home phone

CK and Bill suck at playing our game. If they persist in sucking at it, like us starting at 8pm on our one group off day for a third week in a row I am just going to quit. I am actually quite a bit pissed at both of them. It isn't like it is spontaneous, we plan it. They Bill bitches and just passes out the same way Chris does. i am so done dealing with the two of them. If Saturday goes poorly that is it the end of it. I won't even run for Chaz unless he comes up with a damn good reason why I should.

Mmmmm, 22.50/hr job. I'm gonna see if it pans out. Even if it isn't as many hours I'll still probably make as much as I do at Wal-mart. And I'd be helping kids because it is a tutoring job. Great fun and more incentive for me to get a car. I'm kinda cheesed.

Not much else
Anj

I'm really out of it today. Don't know why I just am. I'm back to doing some Aeryn art, it is from so long ago but I have a few things I looked through that I don't hate. I looked at my old books and I was kinda sad. I had some people I thought I was tight with a while back and things fell apart and I never spoke with them after. It was weird to have Flanowa, Dunderford, and Quicksilver on the brain.

Melancholy.

Aeryn

W-2s abound. I am so fucking tired. Loafing around until 12:30 when I have to leave for work. I love having a ride instead of taking the two busses it ususally takes me. Oh yeah, I need to get my permit so I can be driving myself. Chaz has orientation Tuesday so our finances are stabilizing themselves. Then we invest in a car. Oh glorious car. I mean by the time I have one it will be warm enough that I won't hate Port Authority, but what can I say? I haven't discussed this with Chaz either. Oops...

Anyway gonna go back to FFXII.
Or PSU, or Altercode-F. Maybe Dirge of Cerberus or Twilight Princess. Dunno.

Aeryn

At Trista's again and very, very pissed off about it. Chaz told me we would be going home tonight, and here I am online with nothing to do and nowhere comfortable to sleep. I wanted to do my laundry for work tonight so I didn't have to do it tomorrow, and shop maybe, but no. I should have just taken Port Authority home. I watched Kingdom of Heaven and it wasn't bad. Orlando Bloom is hot, I don't care who hates me for saying it. I want to be sleepy so I can be home sooner tomorrow.

I am going to kill my worthless excuse for a mate. HE DOESN'T FUCKING DO ANYTHING! We are SO BROKE and he is content sitting on his LAZY FUCKING ASS doing NOTHING! I don't want to move back home but the idea is more and more tempting everytime I think about it. But he's content with playing NERO because I got his shirt done, and he doesn't do anything when I leave, nor does he really try to find a job. So I hate him most of the time anymore.

I want this to work out.

Andrea
Aeryn Moonwhistler

I argued with Chaz on New Year's. I've slaved away to Wal-mart almost every day. They want to cut everyone's hours so I might pick up a second job at Payless. I'm at Trista's again and I'm all happy because I bought some herbs and candles at Moonstones today. She and I are working tomorrow night, the first time I've actually done more then hang out and dance around with other people in a circle. The other people I did that with wouldn't care anymore anyways, but I'm a bit nervous. I think Chaz is going to do something too, and that makes me even more nervous. Usually I'm a solitary.

Mike has something going on with him, and Chaz is going out with him tomorrow to find out what. He's been all angry and antisocial. But I'm tired and work @ 10:30 tomorrow so I'm going to bed, and my mate.

G'Night All
Pleasant Dreams
Andrea

Chaz bought me a beautiful ring (no, not an engagement band) but it needs resized so I won't have it until after the 1st to wear. It makes me sad. I'm also sort of relieved, Chaz racked up ALOT of money this holiday on gifts and I'm a little bit angry about it. Actually I want to cry and yell at him, but I can't bring myself to do so. It's bizzarre being right between love and hating the person you are involved with. I'm probably an awful girlfriend for saying this but I kinda feel as if I should return my ring. We can't afford it, and I'm the one paying it off anyway. I'm a horrible person, why can't I just be happy with something ever? And then he wants to 'love' me after I get upset even if I'm not interested, and he'll bother me about it until I let him, and then I have to pretend I'm intersted so he doesn't get upset. All of this wouldn't be so bad if he did anything at all useful, Anything. There is still stuff all down the stairs from his NERO event a week or two ago that he hasn't cleaned up. I don't want to end up hating him, but I don't foresee him doing anything different at all. So that was my happy fucking holiday.

Andrea

1) Are you in a complicated relationship?
Sometimes I think it is. Some of the trouble we have is complicated..

2) Do you hate more than 3 people?
Not anymore, I used to. It isn't worth the energy to hate them anymore.

3) How many houses have you lived in?
One, and now I live in an apartment.

4) Favorite candy bar?
Milky Ways are good, so are White Chocolate Crunch bars.

6) Have you ever tripped someone?
Jokingly back in high school

7)What is your least favorite subject in school?
Anything that involves shop work

8) How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Between five and ten, not sure though...

9) Do you own a Britney Spears CD?
No, never have

10) Have you ever thrown up in public?
WHen I was way little

11) Name one thing that is always on your mind?
sadly enough, ORPG, or one of my books...

12) Favorite genre of music?
J-pop, alternative, almost anything. Except I hate the band Korn.

13) What is your zodiac sign?:
Leo/Virgo cusp

14) What time were you born?
I have no idea, but it was during a Steeler game

15) Do you like beer?
No, it is disgusting

16) Have you made a prank phone call?
To my friends..

17) What is the most embarassing CD you own?
My Backstreet Boys CDs? Chaz?

18) Are you sarcastic?
Sometimes

19) What are your favorite color(s)?
GREEN!

20) How many watches do you own?
my cell phone that the sound doesn't work on because I left it in the rain when I still lived with my parents

21) Summer or winter?
Neither, I like autumn

22) Is anyone in love with you?
I hope my boyfriend is

23) Favorite color to wear?
black or gray

24) Pepsi or Sprite?
Sprite, I don't like regular Pepsi

26) Where is your second home?
My parents house, or Trista's place

27) Have you ever slapped someone?
Mike, Chaz, a bunch of people back in the day...

29) How many lamps are in your bedroom?:
I have a ceiling light

30) How many video games do you own?
too many, the most recent being Suikoden V (old I know, but good)

31) What was your first pet?
Mine? I suppose Hermione even though she is technically Chaz's because his name is on the papers.

32) Ever had braces?:
No, I wish I had because my teeth blow.

33) Do looks matter?
Not at all even though I like them

34) Do you use chapstick?
All the time

35) Name 3 teachers from high school:
Mrs. Kennedy, Mr. Brown, Mr. Murdock

36) American Eagle or Abercrombie?
Kill yourself

37) Are you too forgiving?
All the time

38) How many kids do you want?
A few down the line. WAY down the line.

39) Do you own something from Hot Topic?
I own a fair amount from Hot Ripoff, btu I can sew now so...

40) Favorite breakfast meal?
Cinamon Roll oatmeal, or the Yogurt Cheerios

41) Do you own a gun?
I have spell packets..

42) Ever thought you were in love?
Many times like the silly girl I am

43) when was the last time you cried?
A month or so I think

44) What did you do 2 nights ago?
Got home from work around 11 and went to bed

45) Been to the Olive Garden?
No

46) Have you ever called your teacher mom?
No

47) Have you ever been in a castle?
at NERO

48) Nickname?
Anji

49) Do you know anyone named Bertha?
No

50) Ever been to Kentucky?
Me and this girl I went to highschool with, Mel, wanted to after we went to a ren fair. We wanted KFC in Kentucky. Tinana said no.

51) Do you own something from Banana Republic?:
No

52) Are you thinking about somebody right now?
Chaz, and this is because he's a fucking moron

53) Ever called somebody Boo?:
No

55) Do you own a diamond ring?:
No

56) Are you happy with your life right now?
With myself, yes, a great deal. Although I need to clean up some problems in my life.

57) Do you like your hair?
Not at all

58) Does anyone have a crush on you?
Maybe. I've been asked out a few times since I started work.

60) What were you doing in May of 1994?
I have no idea

61) Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD?
3, the original, Millenium, and Black and Blue

62) McDonalds or Wendys?
Wendy's because they have food that is better for you.

63) Do you like yourself?
Mosty certainly

64) Are you closer to your mother or father?:
My mom, although I hope to fix my issues with my dad too.

65) Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex?:
I don't know.

66) Are you afraid of the dark?
No

67) Have you ever eaten paste?
Probably

68) Do you own a webcam?
No

69) Have you ever stripped?
I have been without clothes.

70) Ever broke a bone?
Not that I know of

71) Are you religious?
Sort of... Its strange

72) Do you ever chat on Aim?
Not too often

73) Pringles or Lays?:
Neither.

74) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I don't think so. I used to be onj the other end of that

76) Full House or The Brady Bunch?:
Neither

77) Did you like your high school guidance counselor?
Does Mr. Coyne count?

78) Has anyone ever called you a tease?
Dunno

79) Do you have a birth mark?
No

80) Do you cook?
All the time.

81) Can you cook?
Surprisingly

82) 3 things that annoy you:
people wearing expensive stuff who buy $700 dollars worth of groceries on food stamps, Chaz playing NERO and not working on working, the end of DoC

83) Do you text message often?
nope

84) Money or love?
love, although right now I would take money

85) Do you have any scars?
one or two

86) What do you want more than anything right now?
GO HOME

87) Do you enjoy scary movies?
Yes, especially b movies

88) Relationships or one night stands?
either or

89) Big Red or Juicy Fruit?:
Juicy Fruit

90) Do you enjoy greasy food?
I like Bishops Pizza

91) Have you seen all the Rocky movies?:
I haven't seen any of them

92) Do you own a box of crayons?:
Not at the moment. I did at my parents house

93) What would you be willing to pay big money for?
I don't know. I've never had big money to spend

94) Who was the last person you said i love you to?:
CK, because he teased me after I told Chaz I loved him

96) Who was the last person that made you cry?
Chaz

97) Who was the last person that made you laugh?
Mike or Trista

98) Who was the last person that texted you?
CK like a year and a half ago

99) Who was the last person that called you?
My grandma

100) Who's your cell phone provider?
I don't have one, but Verizon is my home phone

You went trick or treating as Wendy.
DariaMorgendorfer gave you TheGobletofFire.
AtticusFinch gave you Poland.
Despair gave you ASweatyGymsock.
FrankNFurter gave you APoisonedPrunedrop.
You had a terrible time until CaptainKirk rose from the dead.

What's Your Trick-or-Treat Haul?
Shiver My Timber--A Pirate RPG

I should probably quit nebbing around on here because I don't write anything interesting about my life and nobody else cares, but... Ah well. Finally got a stretch off of work (till Thursday) and I hope to make use of it. Gonna go play some DDR or Guitar Hero with Chaz and wait until Mike and Trista get up.

Anj

I got to play Dance Dance Revolution today. It is quite warm now, but I do plan on playing more. I am going to kiss Charles.

-S-

Worked Black Friday. Did almost nothing. At Trista's again playing Guitar Hero II. Not much else going on. I have a headache from all of the sugar that we injested today. I had chinese. I love my Chaz. I just feel like that today.

Anj

I saw Moik in town when I was on my way to an interview. Best thing that happened all day. Got another job offer though and I have an interview at Wal-mart tomorrow. Matt and Becky will be over Tuesday and I hope it will be a good time. The apartment looks amazing.

My Mynee is such a good kitten.


Anj

At Trista's place again. Not too much going on. Me, her, Chaz, and Fife are playing Guitar Hero it's like guitar DDR. I'm bored and need a shower. I left Mynee at home by herself with the light on and I hope she is alright. I saw Kat at Wal-mart a few days ago and she looked all normal. And her mom looks nice with her hair all grown out. I wanted to say hi to te Kat mom but I thought it might be akward so I didn't.

That is about it.

Andrea

So I hung out with Trista yesterday and ended up staying awake till like 3:30 AM (partially because I spent some time with my boyfriend, but hey..) and I am SO tired. I wish I didn't need to be at school. I also got the stuff posted up for looking for new players, so hot shit. Aside from that not much else going on. Chris got a job at the Vocelli's pizza in Carrick and I am proud. He needs the money, and now it is my turn to get a move on. The Eat'n'Park on 51 is hiring so I'll be out there Monday for open interviews.

Andrea

Back in school, raping it's internet. Can see nothing interesting has gone on. For what it is worth I love not living at home. Gonna try to work Terrormania again this year.

Word.

I hate looking for skeletal images. Stupid anatomy class.

Change of plans... moving day is Friday.

I don't know if I am more scared or excited.

I hope everyone will come visit.


Anji

I am packing my entire life into boxes. It is a bizarre reality.

I can't decide how I feel.

Mom was all teary earlier. I wonder what she is thinking? I figured everyone would be really really enthusiastic to be rid of my presence.

I'm confused.

Andrea